It's a shame that i am writing this after my breakup. Maybe she is right, I only want something once I have lost it, perhaps this time forever...
This blog is about an immeasurably cute, unequivocally smart, and an unbelievably fun girl. If my brain cells permitted, I would have come up with some more adjectives to describe her. But I was never good with words. But here I will try my best to describe this amazing girl to you. And later I will tell you, how stupid I was to crush her heart.
1. In the one and a half years of our relationship (which is a very long time), she never lied to me, never once pretended an emotion, and was always as honest as a dying man. Now this is not necessarily a forte. If you are a psychopath or a perv, you better keep your emotions and feelings with yourself. But her, she was pure, not one dirty thought, and she showed me who she truly was, something many would fear to do. Can you go up to some one you love, and confess your dirtiest secrets, your dirtiest thoughts ? I can't. I am one push away from being a psychopath myself. But she shared everything she felt, i knew about every little thought that crawled up in her head. This was a proof of her purity, of her filtered sorted out beautiful thoughts being original and truly her own.
This is a continuous blog, I will keep adding to it whenever I get reminded of her.
